Hold that air
What keeps you alive can become
So painful
Then I found myself one night
Somehow trying not to cry
With my chest aching inside
With more thoughts than I could manage
In a mood I couldn’t hide
Then I found myself one night
Overhauling words and facts
Unexplainably uptight
With an unremitting choking
and some answers still to find
Then I found myself one night looking for pornography just for trying not to burst into tears… and it almost worked. I didn’t even got an erection. The girl at that video reminded me of her.
Then I found myself one night repeating the same song once and once again, reproaching my mind for not being able to recover in a whole year. I remembered all the pathetic things I’ve done since she decided I didn’t worth it. There was no romantic spark, she said. She just couldn’t be the same in a relationship, she said. I guess she’s not to blame, but my hair began to fall after that.
Then I found myself one night thinking of each and every girl I could’ve had something with. Me, cursing every detail and telling myself off. What could have been? Would I be happier now? Bullshit. Shame on me, shame on them, shame on her.
She hurt me, and I’m starting to think there’s no solution, I’ve tried it all and nothing worked. So screw me, screw my thoughts, screw them all and screw her.
Now I find myself tonight with too many conclusions,… but nothing’s getting better.
And this defeat’s because
She needed that romantic spark
She needed that romantic spark-k-k
She needed that romantic spark-spark-spark...
Hold your breath
Imagine living like this
Forever
Hold that air
What keeps you alive has became
So painful
She needed that romantic spark
She needed that romantic spark-k-k
She needed that romantic ssspppaaarrrkkk
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